Holiday season

It's that time of year again, I love this time of year, Love shopping and baking. One thing that is different, is that i will miss my dad, But i know he would want me to move on with my life. And wants me to be happy. I am happy, But i am also sad at the same time too. this year for thanksgiving i don't know who i will be with. I am hoping to be with my love ones. And i hope that i will finally meet Javier's family too. "I know it's way past over for us to meet the family. But i believe we need to make that step. But i also don't want to rush Javier into anything. He knows i want him to meet my family. And i also want to meet his too. especially his son Daniel. This yr i am doing my shopping a little different. I can't afford to buy everyone a gift, but I believe i can do something good, I been making things for the past few months now. I been working hard on it. And i hope everyone loves it. However I am doing some shopping for my little ones. cousins. It would be easier and simple for me. I just hope next yr i can buy, just need to save. and start my shopping really early too, I am actually ready to decorate for christmas. I will wait until i can get my tree. This yr i plan to buy a real tree. I am excited and can't wait. I have my livingroom all set up and ready to get my tree. My one wish is to get something really special from Javier, I love him so much....